I am in LOVE, I think.
About 3 months ago we got a new waitress. The first time I met her I immediately thought she was gay. Not to sound stereotypical but she is plain; no make-up, man's watch, baggy pants, you get it. I was immediately attracted to her.
Now that we've been working together for a while, I've gotten to know her better, and I like what I see! The problem: She is NOT gay.
She is a great girl, she works hard, she has a college degree, she's funny, basically she is all I look for in a girlfriend, well minus the straight thing of course!
I can get over the fact that she isn't into women. What I cannot stand is that her "boyfriend" is an asshole. He got fired from his job over 2 months ago and is pretty much using her. Like I've told her a million times "you can struggle all by yourself". I don't think he really understands what he has. I would treat her so much better than he is.
Yea, I know I shouldn't be thinking this way but I cannot help it. Just the fact that I am interested in someone and could actually picture a relationship tells me that I am finally over the EX and am ready to move on and find the one for me.
It's a big step for me. The EX crushed me and I never thought I'd ever get over her, but like everyone told me, it happened.
So even though this little fantasy I have in my head will never happen, it's definately a start for me to fall in love again and I cannot wait to be giddy and stupid in love!