Thursday, September 2, 2010

Today is a lonely day. I'm sitting here patiently waiting for that someone special to just pop into my life. You know, "when you least expect it". I'm here but I guess the problem is, I'm expecting her to come knocking on the door with a bouquet of flowers and some Hershey kisses. Aha, hold there someone at the door? No just wishful thinking.

I've had a lot of time to get over my ex, something I never thought I'd be able to do. Time surely does heal all wounds. I'm so ready to have someone to share my life with again but I don't know where it is I'm suppose to meet her. I don't really go out much and I don't have alot of friends who could introduce me to people. What in the world am I suppose to do?

I tried the Internet, but I just don't feel all that comfortable with it. Maybe if I went to one of the sites where you have to pay, but money is tight and that's no guarantee. I never know how to "put myself out there" as the sites tell you to do. It just feels funny plus it's always the same people on these things.

I'm just in a rut and you know I'm not getting any younger. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy being single. I like not having to do anything when I don't feel like it. But really it's pretty boring and I'm too young to be this boring! Plus cooking for one is just a big fat pain in the ass!

Although my last relationship ended very badly...she completely devasted me, we were very compatible. Or so I thought anyway. I wish I could find someone who has all the things I loved so much about her, minus of course the cheating thing. Can't go through that another time in my life. I mean that too! What is it with cheaters anyway? How can anyone cause another human being so much hurt? I've gotten off topic. Well not that there's really much of a point to this post anyway.

I don't know, I'm just feeling pretty alone and needed to share it. Isn't that what this blog thing is all about?

Thanks for listening..........


  1. I wish you lived closer, so at least we could go get a sundae or something.

  2. I just wanna give ya a BIG hug....

    ((((( you ))))))

    I agree with Lora. I wish you lived closer, so at least we (PA people) could get together for lunch and a long talk.

    Listen, you're such a FAB girl. SO, it's just that the Universe is trying to find someone equally as FAB before they send her to you.

    I just know it's gonna happen for ya!

    Have a great weekend, my friend!


  3. Lora and Ron;
    Hey that sundae thing sounds awesome! It's too bad the icecream would be all metly by the time I got to Philly! Thanks for the encouragement anyway, I needed to vent that and it's nice to know someone is listening! Enjoy the long weekend!Hey has the weather cooled off any over there in your neck of PA? It sure has over here, doesn't feel like I'm living in Hell anymore and i love it!